In this essay in Issue 15 of Danspace Project’s Journal, I reflect on Joan Jonas and Eiko Otake’s unique and historic collaborative performance and installation, Drawing in Circles WHY (an experiment), presented at the Castelli Gallery in partnership with Danspace Project. Please read an excerpt below, or read or listen to the full piece on Danspace Project’s website.
Eiko and Joan move curiously but without hesitation, with purpose yet without any insistence on a particular narrative. Through this focused, inquisitive work, the importance of serious playful experimentation emerges. Eiko and Joan, though each with remarkable and established styles and identities cultivated over decades, are instructive in how to keep experimenting wholeheartedly.
a boiling pot of humanness with its skin folding mouth dripping lungs bellowing spiral fall spiral rise pushed along by stage managers managing the stage of course a snow globe of humanness with its heavy breathing treasure finding sucking spraying turning turning turning
spray for us to keep us with them spray for us because we are them
spinning and making a mess and stripping down and discarding and letting it go out splintering out into pieces weathering as in wearing down as in wears go down as in indents form as in evidence of movement as in desire lines as in people make peopled marks wet spots accidents falling watches falling
stage managers no longer managing but director directing until the end of the world
emily rose said i lost my breath when i saw the loss in his eyes
young small bodies shift in stutters model bodies that don’t make mistakes until they shake with the weight of time clothes that sit just right ah, there
cold slab of marble with warm tea, steam take my picture i’ve made the frame sumptuous clarity steeping in her precisely dewy curls center part just a touch is all that’s needed for symmetry can balance and unbalance in ways that will make you feel like a king to spin with control
is the drone the tyranny of ballets influence on their toes? spread and reaching, knobby knuckled babies ‘hands to the sky is that why the drone is beautiful and powerful and distant and close? is that why i feel suspicious?
formalism, when it works, hits me like a cool breeze or cold water delicious yes but no rather the virtuousness of drinking a green smoothie subtle sweetness infused with the sharp delectable taste of catching the teachers eye swallow knowing you will be getting the A
the consequences are yet to be understood in the meantime i eat clean chase alignment control the spin
may hay while the sun shines like a prelude to the big story of everything like remembering the future when humans are symbols of themselves humans are beautiful glitching action figures find pleasure in repetition mischievous concepts of selves
sweet
make hay while the sun shines makes more sense once the solo suite tells the big story of everything of a jacketasaurus, fuming, shining of the silly way humans ruined everything of the silly way humans will leave this earth, finally of the fun we had here – try to fly, trying to dance, trying to show our moms how high we can jump, trying to make eye contact, trying to exorcise demons, trying to slow down the big story is remembered, of course remembered into the past and into the inevitable ends that will let this place breathe again welcoming ends
audre tell the story with frankness of the devastatingly fucked up world this world where glitter and cake adorn slow violence that keeps us weary talking shit like it’s her job like her life depends on it like our lives depend on it because how else will we realized the magic trick that turns red to green and buries alarms under the plush covers
body encased in sparkling air body swimming in puns that lighten the despair face smashed into lumps of sweetness frosting salted with tears it’s hard to breathe through a thick treat
jaamil opulence reigns effigy remains ring light portends a reading for the fans video feed makes the fans pop star from afar makes an appearance for the fans
a sermon spectacle delivered as conversation or let me just read this to you until we’re all saying amen until they are shining, even once derobed, placing the fringed gloves and the shimmering shift into the arms of a man in a suit
levi hey hey hey hey i see you a child’s game of tag with voice an improv class’ game of contact with the hesitation and sludge of men knowing men is that what an old friendship among men looks like? pushing and pulling and reaching for somewhere to hold and saying sorry with a hand and aiming for a sturdy spot to lean on?
later we’re alone with our skin playing examining experimenting with the soft flesh that men pretend they don’t have pink flushes the smooth pink betrays the heat, the liveness of his parts he manipulates like clay
we’ll get dressed again after, slowly and look at each other again
satisfying like drinking from a water fountain not all at once but also all at once unison can be hydrating butterfly sweat stains and bodies in a rorsharch test i guess i like a ballet formation i guess i like a ballet formation when i can unfocus my eyes and just get blurs off green and flat hands and body vibratto bodies in teres image teres eye’s making but less eerily thin than i remember the ballet formation bodies i recognize executing precisely
i’m surprised they didn’t laugh more because pattering little hands in unison is just funny it tickles it is choreographing serendipity it is choreographing a giggle in all seriousness choreographing a chorus of giggles and patty cake tastes like the lick of water
technicolor billowed circles bodies bare and light ready bodies cloaked in relics in masks in tiny houses
the twang of a jawbone being struck produces a twitch in my body a spasm like the memory of bone
the slow fade the slow cresting wave the full full full silence in the dark oh how i love the moment before applause starts where we sit receiving the prophetic dream together
This writing was published in The Brooklyn Rail’s November 2022 Issue as part of “VESSEL: Seeing Double,” parallel reviews by Noa Weiss and myself of David Thomson’s new work, VESSEL, which premiered at The Chocolate Factory in New York in October 2022. Read an excerpt below, and read the full interview on The Brooklyn Rail’s website.
One performer, shrouded in a blanket, approaches the walls often, a sliver of their face exposed, though nearly impossible to make out. They emit soft mouthy clicking sounds, like the echolocation of a bat. I can only hear them when their body is less than a foot away from mine, which gives me a glimpse of clarity and closeness, even while muffled visually by the veil between us. Opacity, Thomson shows us, does not preclude intimacy.
is the opposite of an exorcism an incantation? laughing bones of a building laughing ghosts of a building gasping through them how do you listen to ghosts how do you cast a spell incomplete and unbothered trails in sand snails leaving slug tracks shard of bone twitching praying for a silly ghost
i didn’t do it i didn’t do it i didn’t do it
white person says i didn’t do it to the echo of a church built by enslaved people they don’t believe themselves?
sensitive instruments must (can?) listen closely for ghosts
waiting for it to move you waiting for it to speak thru auras and ghosts couldn’t watch some spit spots nauseous honey viscous sweet tongue spittle burp mind fuck – perpetual opening nora is anxious what are we there for? whose sex? starting stopping getting distracted can’t decide can’t decide
getting confused and confounded by oddities staged and ways of being and deciding to be ways enacted heart tired need to lay down
is fana ok therapy twice a week and herbs and a signal a specter a ghost making me scared of my shadow i think it speak to my fear of going crazy of really allowing myself to lose it of being watched and feelin getting into that disgusting zone of what they me contain impossible impossible what am i so scared of
These notes were written after and informed by conversations with Bella Thorpe-Woods and Emily Rose Cannon.